i let my body drift here imagine where i let my mind go

if I'm misshapen now beware
my days of coming.
this flesh will abandon youth
with haste and nasty telling:
my eyes will speak of every high
my skin will lie to you--
my presence
will be
surreal.

I take the load
and know
this simply
of the parallels I'm approaching.

in my ideals the foolishness and
adventure I face myself with now
will reflect extraordinary.
in my fantasies i live an awkward
and important life.
I take the load.
I inhale it large.
I can feel my body aging,
I can feel my soul getting a little younger:
soaking into my mind
and taking on the project of somacy
and as my Self now grows older
the balance of experience
and spirituality
drip into each other.
The void behind my consciousness
decays and takes my human with it.
The soul and mind reconnect:
I search for death to find genuine
youth.

Now, experience.
Get this living through and conquer
so that this TRIP is learning:
colourful and birthing to
True Enlightenment.